Ever have those times where you say/do something. Then later on you regret it? or realize what you said/did was pretty stupid, but its already too late to change it? 
Gotta hate those times huh?  

I hate this. I hate feeling this way. 

We finally got to talk but yet I’m still hurt. I let so much feeling out, but it dsnt feel like enough. I don’t feel like I’m done with this yet. It will always hurt me and it sucks. No matter how hard I try to ignore it, it comes back to me. IDK why but your like my weakness. I cld feel all happy and stuff, but when it comes to you. Im back to being weak and confused. You say u understand how i feel, but really you don’t. So much still need to be said. 

its complicated 

Ahhhh!! Seriously? Though they’d b happy to see me, but instead they say i did it on purpose. Why would i purposly miss summer skul to come home, if i knew i was gna come home anyway.
I missed registration on accident!!

My friend tried to enroll for me while i was at provice. I asked office wut info and stuff i needed to give to friend. But when enrollment came, turns out she needed like my passport/visa , parent info etc. That was the 2nd to last day to enroll. I was gna try to go the nxt day, but i wouldnt have made it there on time b4 5, which is when enrollment ends. Sure i cld have tried to enroll 1st day of skul, but wut r the chances really of me getting classes?

So no! I did not miss enrollment on purpose. Why wld i do that if i was already gna come visit cali in the first place.

N i missed summer skul. U guys act as if im missing out on a full semester.